Change

Change

01/02/2010

Something different for a change. :)

Looking in the mirror,

I see a man who’s ready to change.

No longer working for the corporation,

I’m going my own way now,

Not going to listen to anybody,

Just gonna grab my suitcase

And walk myself into the future.

As I walk down this road,

I know I have not accomplished much.

I may be independent,

And I may have a job once again,

But, I’ve got a lot left to explore.    

Chorus:

I have gone back and forth between

Different stages in my life…

I have made decisions I

Now wish I wouldn’t have.

I have gone crazy,

And I have lost many friends,

But, I have never lost my soul.

Looking at myself so far,

I feel I’ve done several good things,

But that I still have my own whole life ahead

To accomplish far more…

As I cruise down this road,

I know the going will be rough,

And I may need help from others

As I weather through the storm…

And, I’m gonna make it,

I’m gonna make it. 

Chorus

As I sit here and write this,

I begin to think hard about the future…

Will I be successful or not?

Will I make a new invention?

Will I be a published author someday? ;)

At Ease With Myself

At Ease With Myself

05/25/2009-02/10/2010

Dedicated: To my fellow brothers.

The sun is shining so brightly outside,

Everywhere you hear people laughing,

And I’m just at peace in my own world.

I’m at ease with myself today.

I feel a light breeze blowing off to the distance,

And it reminds me that not everyone is doing as well.

When you live by yourself, it can be so hard

To accept people have problems of their own.

Chorus 1:

It becomes so hard when you live inside a box,

To wander around outside and accept the fact

That there is a world outside of yourself.

The moon is shining so brightly tonight,

Everywhere you go the light follows you around.

And tonight, I’m not going to start a fight,

Because I’m at ease with myself…

I’m at ease with myself…

Yet, I still feel a chill when I think about other people…

Think about all the pain they’re going through…

When you’re as egotistical as me,

It’s hard sometimes to accept that other souls exist.

Chorus 2:

It becomes so hard when you live inside a box,

To wander around outside and accept the fact

That there is a world outside of yourself.

It becomes so hard when you’re parents never taught you,

And the whole world just expects you to

Be a man, oh be a man.

The world was always a brutal place for me,

I never understood why my brothers were in pain.

They drowned themselves with tears

While I just sat still and absorbed it all.

Repeat Chorus 2

Will You Be My Man?

Will You Be My Man?

June 10^th-June 15^th, 2008

Note: I may have posted this once already,

but I find this one to be very funny.

I want to lick up and down

And make your head go round & round.

I’ll give you all the sex you can stand,

If only you’ll be my man.

Baby, I’ve been waiting

For the day our romance begins.

I’ve dated a lot of men

But none of them brings

Fulfillment to my life like you.

Most of the guys I’ve met,

Have been flaky and illiterate,

And I feel most comfortable

With a smart man like you.

You bring a smile to my face

Whenever you give me a hug.

You’re just so visionary,

That I never seem to get bored.

Chorus:

Baby, I’ll blow you a kiss,

And give your mind a twist.

I’ll whisper in your ear

All the things you’re daddy doesn’t want to hear.

I want to lick your body up and down

And make your head go round & round.

I’ll give you all the sex you can stand,

If only you’ll be my man.

I’ve given it a lot of thought

To what the first time

For you and I would feel like.

I fell for you the very day I met you

And I wonder what it would be like

If you and me could be inside each other.

You give me a boner

Whenever you’re around.

You know I have a fantasy

Where I rip your apron off

And make love to your

Vanilla-white body.

Chorus

Repeat 2^nd Half of Chorus

To Those Who Had A Chance

To Those Who Had A Chance

October 28^th, 2007

This one is explicit, but important. 

The world as I see it is

Full of flaws that we just can’t ignore,

Flaws that ask us the question:

“What does God want from us?”

Women being raped and beaten to death,

Men in the military being chewed out for being men,

And our commander in chief wanting

$452 billion for nothing but bullets.

Bill was just a young boy,

Had a bright future

With a fine intellect.

His daddy was too rough on me

So he put three bullets in his head

So he’s now resting six feet under.

What’s this world coming to,

We keep repeating the same mistakes.

Why can’t we get the clue

Guns only destroy

Those who had a chance

In this world.

The world is a deadly place,

Full of people corrupted

By hatred and driven only by

A chip on their shoulder.

All the arsonists in California

Are on the run now.

All the Priests who are huddled in a corner

Crying over all the boys they touched,

And all the child molesters

Who failed to register as sex offenders

Who are now walking our streets.

Rachelle was just a young girl,

Who ran away at 16,

Got hooked up with the wrong person,

Got pregnant early on,

Contracted HIV

And died at 31.

Her pre-teen son is now without a parent

Or hope for that matter.

What does God Want From Us?

What does God want from us?

One Love

One Love

May 22^nd-May 28^th, 2007

This one is five years old,

but I like it. ;)

I’ve never been that much into love relationships,

I’ve never had a burning desire

To be with somebody romantically,

In the way my fellow brothers do.

I’ve never bothered asking you out

Because I have the brains to know

What’s really important on this earth.

I know you wish you could change me

But you know you never can catch up with me.

I know you wish you could challenge me

But you keep running into dead ends.

I’ve never had many friends,

I never gave it much thought or energy

Nor did I feel it benefited me.

I’ve never approved of the way

Society was towards people.

I’ve always felt it disturbing

That so many people allow themselves

To be labeled by the world.

I know you wish you could change me

But you know I don’t take a thing you say seriously.

I know you wish I would listen to you,

But you’re too stupid for my time.

I’ve never been that much of a regular guy,

I’ve always had too much brains

To care about pleasing other people.

I’ve never been that concerned about driving a car,

I got my legs and my legs

Got me where I need to go.

Bridge

I guess my attitude towards love

Has been affected by you.

I’ve never been in a real relationship

But, you were the closest thing I had to one.

I’ve never been that much into romance

Until I made love to you.

I hung onto you so tightly

Because you were my one love.

And, I let go of you

Because you were always taking care

Of somebody else.

Nine months is a long time to waste

On a man like you.

I guess someday, I’ll get over it

And start to see someone again.